Submitted by: Stacy Cochran
My Tribute: My heart has not stopped aching for you since Nov 26th - the night I received the 'knock on the door' that no parent wants to get. These 7 months have been a blur, a completely empty life, just going through the motions... not living, just existing. I'm trying to check back into life for Emily & Alexandra, but my heart aches for my lost boy.... Just to hear you call me "mommoi' one more time!
My sweet Drew - You came into this world so full of life - you loved everything about nature, electronics, music, creating things. You were so bright and talented and I always believed, after the drugs took over that if I could just hold on a little longer, I would see the man I knew you could become. You would once in a while let me see that man, but mostly it was just so much rebellion..... I have come to accept you were the man you were supposed to be - I just didn't see that at the time. you were a good man!
So many friends at your service - so many unique people, from all walks of life. People you knew from your childhood, through high school, college, all your workplaces - you were a friend to so many people, and so many people loved you! Did you know so many people cared about you? I wish you had understood that when you were here.
Do you know how much your sister's miss you? You will not be there for Emily's graduation, or Alex's wedding --- I don't know how I will handle these life events without you being there.
I love you and pray your hurts are all gone and you are enjoying all the life in heaven! I love you, Mommoi
Submitted by: Lisa Buckley
My Tribute: My son Colton a smart , all around great kid. Was captain of his track team his senior yr in high school. Graduated and went off to college. It was like turning a light switch on. How he changed and started partying. I heard from so many , " its a stage , he'll out grow it." He was kicked out of college for selling weed . It seemed like it was one thing after another. One year ago come July I noticed a drastic change in my son . He refused rehab although finally decided to move back to NY with my family and start over. Started counciling and group therapy . Colton was there for 8 months to the day when I received the dreadful call from my mom that she found him dead. April 6th , one day shy of his 23rd birthday. God I miss him so much.. What I do to relive every moment over again and again . You left behind a beautiful daughter that is 2 years old and 3 sisters. I just wish you saw what so many saw in you.. One thing addiction can't ever take and that's Love. Love never dies
Submitted by: Lisa Hone
My Tribute: Seven years gone by and not a day has passed that I don't think about you and my question of "why" is never fully answered. You had such amazing talent and I look at the artwork from your time in rehab with the plea of "God, please take away my need for heroin..." and that is the only answer that gives me some comfort. Your disease hit your hard and the struggles here on earth seemed unbearble to you.
As you told me a week before your overdose, "Mom, some of us need to die in order that other addicts live." How profound and I am trying to be your venue to help others.
Submitted by: Aunt Michelle
My Tribute: You were the daughter I never had--watching you grow up and become a beautiful young woman full of life and love, I will hold you close to my heart forever.
Submitted by: Alan Auclair (father)
My Tribute: My dear beloved son died what will be three years this July. He had just turned 20 the month before. He enjoyed playing football, fishing and wrestling for nearly 9 years. He was also an avid outdoorsman and loved farming. He didn't know a stranger as he went out of his way to always help others. He struggled with addiction most of his teenage years. His death is especially tragic and preventable. Both his Mom (my ex wife) and his Aunt went to federal prison for drug distribution for there role in giving him prescription drugs that night that lead to his death.
Submitted by: Dina Yurovskiyh
My Tribute: My little brother, you left so soon, I am so sorry that I could not protect you from your demons. I will miss your laugh, your intelligence, your taste in fashion and music. I miss our jokes and witty comments. You were a risk taker, and stronger than most people I know. Your sense of humor and love of people followed you everywhere you went. I wished I hugged you more and yelled at you less. My kindred spirit you beat to a different drum. You deserved much more from this life. A beautiful, gentle, sensitive loving soul..one of the smartest people I know..we will meet again in a much better place. God took you away and you suffer no more. Vovachka we love you so much. Rest in peace, I will find you again.
Submitted by: YELENA MONGAYT
My Tribute: MY ONLY CHILD DIED OF HEROIN OVERDOSE ON 27TH OF MARCH, THREE WEEKS SHY OF HIS 27TH BIRTHDAY.HE WAS SMART, CARING, HANDSOME. HE WAS MY SOLE MATE. HE WAS AND STILL IS LOVED BY MOST PEOPLE WHO GOT TO KNOW HIM. HE LOVED ANIMALS, HISTORY, LITERATURE. I MISS HIM EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY.
Submitted by: Sister
My Tribute: I lost my big brother, Micah way too soon. Growing up, there was no place that Micah went that his annoying little sister didn't follow. He started karate, I followed suit; he tried shooting sports, it wasn't long till I was out there trying to figure out how to shoot a BB gun with him. Even while my brother faced his addiction, there were things about him that I admired. Micah was known for his heart, his compassion, his ability to listen even up until the day he passed. He was the one you would go to when you needed someone to listen or someone to make you laugh. My brother was strong and he battled his addiction for 10 years. I will forever long for the traits that made my brother the lovable guy he was. I love you bubs. I can’t wait to get up to heaven with you.
Submitted by: MOM
My Tribute: Our beautiful and talented son left us February 2014 at the very young age of 23. I have tried for the last 8 years to get my son help with his drug additions,demons and bad people who lead him astray. When you have a child who is into drugs you must say I love you everytime you see or talk to them because you will never know when it will be your last hug, kiss, or even goodbye. You will be my everlasting angel until we meet again.
Luv you more then you'll ever know
Submitted by: Nicki Sarett
My Tribute: I miss you more than I can say. I want to hug you, to make it alright. I'm so sorry and so lonely. In my heart forever.