Paul Siano

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Submitted by: Denise Siano
Born: 1986
Died: 2016
My Tribute: My beautiful son Paul. Paul was the kindest , caring and compassionate and generous soul I have ever known. He felt things deeply.He was Creative intelligent and handsome. The bond we share is eternal, My heart is broken without him here and yet I feel like the Queen of the universe because I got to be his Mommy for 29 years. Not a day passes that he is not with me, forever in my heart. I love you more than stars are…. and more than that my sweet child xoxo

Kristy L. Maselli

Submitted by: Suzanne Maselli (mothr)
Born: 1976
Died: 2017
My Tribute: To my beautiful daughter Kristy…until we meet again. I will forever miss your beautiful smile, wacky sense of humor, compassion, determination, loving heart and sweet soul. I would give the world to have said good-bye, but that was not to be. May you rest in God’s arms and forever be at peace. Your struggle is over sweet baby girl. Run and hike in heaven with your dog Gouda and find comfort in the embrace of your grandmothers and all that have gone before you. Forever in our hearts.

Justin Fields

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Submitted by: Jeniffer Fields
Born: 1995
Died: 2017
My Tribute: I have started and restarted this many times in the past few days. As soon as I try to get these words down it never seems to be enough. Saying my final goodbyes to the first love of my life in unbearable but I also consider myself one of the luckiest people in the world to have had him for the last 22 years. Justin was a beautiful inside and out. He had a brilliant mind that questioned and challenged me from the time he began to talk. He loved to learn and never backed down but always pushed to get better no matter the obstacles he faced. This mind also tricked him and caused him to fear many things but he was determined to fight back. I watched the struggles he faced everyday and I always hurt for him. He was constantly amazing me as he moved forward with his strength and humor he showed on the outside, masking from others the battle inside. I refuse to believe that I have lost the best part of me because he will live on through all of us. Goodbye for now my sweet boy. I was the luckiest mother in the world to have you.

Phillip King

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Submitted by: Susan King
Born: 1994
Died: 2016
My Tribute: I was blessed to have my son Phillip in my life for 22 years. His spirit was nothing short of extraordinary, he went skydiving, snowboarding, cliff diving, hiking, and painted beautiful pictures. He was happiest when he could feel the wind and sunshine on his face. He was known to lift his loved ones spirits by his kindness, sense of humor and big hugs. There is so much about him to miss, my heart aches for another one of those hugs very moment of every day. I pray his spirit is walking in sunshine, soaring with angels and sharing the tremendous love in his heart. For now I have only memories, funny stories and pictures but I will see him again. And when I do, he can say welcome home Mama bear, give me a hug and share with me the wonder, peace and beauty of heaven. God bless you my son, rest in paradise.

Michael Taylor McCarty

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Submitted by: Whitney
Born: 1993
Died: 2016
My Tribute: My dear brother. I will never feel completely whole again.

Adam Travis Audet

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Submitted by: Kim Audet
Born: 1994
Died: 2017
My Tribute: I lost my beautiful son one month ago to an overdose. Adam was so full of life till this terrible disease of addiction captured him. He was the most lovable, kind, considerate, person you would ever know. His smile lit the room. He has struggled for many years with his addiction. He even started to work as a withdrawal specialist during one rehab stay, and has touched lives everywhere. He will be truly missed. I Love you my beautiful boy to the moon and back. You are in my Heart Always

Chuck Gill

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Submitted by: Vikki (Sister)
Born: 1969
Died: 2016
My Tribute: To my dear brother, my only sibling, oh how I miss you. You have been gone 3 months now and not a day goes by that I don’t think about you. So many miles between us, separated from the time we were young, but I have always loved you brother and that bond will never be broken. I have been so very burdened watching you suffer over the years, unable to let go of the past that kept rewinding in your mind. You were a tormented soul and that broke my heart. Even though I am 2 years younger than you, so often I wished I could just take you in and take care of you. To make it all better for you. I knew you had a darker side of your life that you hid from me, and although I knew a lot more than you realized, I truly didn’t know it was this dark. I am so heartbroken to know that you were in turmoil all of your adult life and you died alone at 47 trying to numb yourself to the pain. This is very hard for me to bear. I pray with all of my heart that we will be reunited in heaven because I miss you. You told me one time, in a dark moment, that if you died no one would miss you and you would quickly be forgotten. If I could let you know anything right now, I would want you to know, as I told you then, that you were so wrong. You are very much loved and missed and always will be. I love you brother.

Christina Marie Kirsch

Submitted by: Franca Kirsch
Born: 1987
Died: 2016
My Tribute: Tomorrow will be my first birthday without my beautiful daughter Christina Marie. I had 28 wonderful and beautiful memories with my daughter. She was my best friend, my rock, my partner, my everything and I miss her so very, very much. We did everything together even go to the corner deli. She was beautiful inside and out and she loved everyone. She never judged anyone and accepted people for who they were. She graduated with high honors from grammar school, high school and on the deans list 4 years in a row in college. She graduated Magna
Cum Laude from Pace University. In grammar school and in high school she participated in many sports in Junior Varsity and Varsity. She was president of her high school class both in junior and senior years, was a student ambassador, participated in community events and a mentor to grade school children. I will always love my beautiful daughter to the moon and back and to infinity and beyond. She will always be my shining star. I know she is always watching over me and she sends me many signs. R.I.P my beautiful angel and until me meet again, know that I will always love you forever…..Mommy

Gary

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Submitted by: Mom
Born: 0584
Died: 0117
My Tribute: I’m hurt. Just simply hurt, my only son. He’s free ,
So free to be drug free. He’s home with our Lord and savior.

Nathan Huggins-Rosenthal

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Submitted by: Jessica Holtsbaum- his sister
Born: 1981
Died: 2016
My Tribute: We miss you so very much. I can’t believe we are coming up to a year since loosing you. You were so sweet on my wedding day…even though my maid of honour said you weren’t allowed to see me before the ceremony, you laughed and barged in anyways. Life is not the same with one less sibling. We are fighting for those struggling, fighting so that others don’t have to go through this kind of loss. Sending you so much love, so much lightness. xoxo Your sister.