My Sister

Submitted by: Shelly
Born: 1983
Died: 2016
My Tribute: 9/22/83-9/9/16
Beck, oh how we are struggling every day. I keep waiting to wake up from this nightmare. You were getting better...we all thought you would beat your addiction to heroin. You left behind your 4 babies that hurt because they say you chose drugs over them. I cry for them, for you knowing what the future could have been. No one thinks this could happen to their family, but it does, it did. I hate the drugs and the dealers. I hate that we couldn't save you. I hate that you never got to meet my daughter. So much lost. I feel like I can't breath. I would do anything for one more hug, one more conversation. I pray that you are at peace now and in God's loving arms. We will never stop missing you! I want you to know that this did not define you! You were a daughter, a sister, an aunt, a mother long before you were an addict. We always loved you, no matter what. Don't worry we will love your babies and take care of them. I often tell them stories about when we were kids and the wild imagination you always had. I miss you Becky, always will! I hope to have coffee with you again someday in heaven.
Love your little sis,
Shelly